Yuck

So lately I look in the mirror and I don't even think I look pretty. I just feel like a giant fatty. I look so disgusting. No matter what I do I have a fat roll here, a muffin top or whatever. It's so gross. And I just feel so so so ugly. Along with that apparently most of the people that say my hair is cute really think it's ugly and that makes me feel like even more crap. No matter what I do to try to feel pretty nothing works. And working out is showing no results and it's just annoying. What is most annoying is when my roommate's the size 3-6's say they're fat or when Lauren says she's fat when she's PREGNANT and she's still SMALLER than me. Shut up people when you say you're fat how do you think it makes me feel? NOT GOOD. You think this would be more motivation but really I just feel like crap and don't want to do anything.