So I'm starting a diet and now you get to keep up with me on it. I don't know how often I'll post on here my measurements but here's my starting weight and measurements
so... I haven't been keeping up lately... but I have also weighed myself and I am right with ya Addie, I'm at 23o and I feel like crap. Tonight made it worse though... I was low on cash so I went to wendy's and got a chicken sandwich.. not helping myself and it made me feel gross. But I have cut out all soda and chips, supposedly it is really helps you if you cut out the two while working out. I try and drink as much water as I can and green tea.. which I guess also is good? I have been working out with kayla some running/walking... and going to the gym to lift weights when I can. But I know exactly what you mean.. all my friends are sticks.. they say I'm fat.. It drives me nuts.. but I guess we all have something about ourselves we would like to change.
So lately I look in the mirror and I don't even think I look pretty. I just feel like a giant fatty. I look so disgusting. No matter what I do I have a fat roll here, a muffin top or whatever. It's so gross. And I just feel so so so ugly. Along with that apparently most of the people that say my hair is cute really think it's ugly and that makes me feel like even more crap. No matter what I do to try to feel pretty nothing works. And working out is showing no results and it's just annoying. What is most annoying is when my roommate's the size 3-6's say they're fat or when Lauren says she's fat when she's PREGNANT and she's still SMALLER than me. Shut up people when you say you're fat how do you think it makes me feel? NOT GOOD. You think this would be more motivation but really I just feel like crap and don't want to do anything.
So tonight we all did a P90X work out. We did Plyometirics which they say puts the "x" in p90x. Oh my very hard for me. Lots of squats and I have no squat muscles. It HURT. So I did 40 minutes of that then died and drank water but kept moving because Mary and I wanted to do Turbo Jam another hour long work out. So we danced to our music and ran up and down the stairs for a bit. Oh my gosh I was already so so tired. Like the first lunge I felt the muscle on the back of my thigh tighten and it was so hard to do anything after that. So we waited for Ang and Mels to be done with P90 and then we started doing Turbo. I LOVED it. It was an awesome work out. I did about 40 minutes of that one too. So I was dying. I laid down on the ground and couldn't get up for a bit. It was intense... I kinda wanted to cry. and I was so sweaty still half an hour after I took a nice COLD shower. Oh boy...I liked it though. I think with my roommates behind me I can totally beat Jess!
so working out on vacation is not going so well.. other than walking while shopping I haven't done much... which isn't the greatest. However, tomorrow I'm going to walk over the closest Starbucks.. which really isn't that close.. then walk around the block. The blocks here are huge though! Last year when I walked around then I went two or three time with my ipod it works. Anyway.. when I get home I need to find someone I can go run/ walk with, it helps having someone to go with you.
Other than that tonight I had the worst Philly Cheese steak sandwich making me never want to have another one again YUCK!
So this was my idea like Jess said. I just have no motivation so I needed something and someone to compete with. Hopefully my competitiveness will kick in...fast. Ha. I also have my roommate Melissa telling me to work out SO it should be good. And hopefully it will work. When I was asking Mels to help she asked if it was diet too and i just laughed and said "baby steps." tomorrow i'm going to Lauren's to weigh myself so we can get a good measurement. Then we'll post our weights and we'll see who ends up losing weight and who loses money!! Wooo I'm kinda really excited. And I hope I win... because I don't want to pay her! ha But we'll see how well this works. Maybe we'll post pictures...clothed. So you can see our differences... We'll see how well this works!
So Addie and I have decided that we are going to work together to loose some weight before May when she comes to Bend to see me(hahha)! Whoever doesn't loose more weight is going to loose 15 bucks?? I think is what we agreed. Anyway tonight didn't help me.. I'm on vacation and I ate at an Italian restaurant family style.. way too much food!! It was so delicious though! This whole vacation may be why I don't loose the weight.. but salads here I come!!